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 It's 23:32 

I'm happy and in the phase of mania

Now coincidentally one of my favorite songs is playing, "as cool as a tree, as scary as the sea, as hot as fire, cold as ice, sweet as sugar and everything nice"( Special thank to Mina )¹ I referenced you to avoid plagiarizing¹

There's only few hours left to start another new beginning, a new year of being and finally a new kind of living 

I just wanna change everything, I know I'm good at making new, labile, temporary and vulnerable decisions and starting over again :) maybe this is the only turning point of mine. The only thing I'm sure of it is that I'm just making for my own and I'm just doing for my own. Tonight I made lots of decisions, full of beauty. One of them is to be a parasite :D, now you are supposed to guess the other grand aims according to the clue!!!! Come on !!!! =) What are you waiting for

Mina, another promise, another heart crosses and another breaking the rules, Do you know exactly what I'm talking about??? :) To be more precise, I mean another SMSs and another defeats ; We're monotonously connected with defeat and rising again!!!! Aren't we

 I just wanna to be the winner of this endless battle one day, so I'm going to start over and over again; Wish so do you

HaPpY EvEryTHinG inCLuDing nEw YeAR

What's up

It's 21:49

Everything is OK, Just I'm  a little bit scared, the reason is still unclear 

I'm just searching for an extraordinary events and happenings, looking for an alternative solution , an immense excitement. No companion 

:)

 The life is still marching on, laughing at me ironically, a kind of flouting; and I am still shocked but surprised