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اول را جع به نورو ترانسمیترا بگم که فک میکنی بردشونی! تو خودتو چی تعریف میکنی؟ یعنی تو از کجا شروع میشه؟ چی تشکیلت میده تا تو رو بسازه؟ مگه همین نوروتراس.... ها نیستن؟ یعنی میخوام بگم نوروترانسمیترات تو رو میسازن و بودنتو شکل میدن اگه بگی برده ی اونایی یعنی داری میگی برده ی خودتی! میدونم دارم چرت میگم بذار به حساب اینکه خیلی وفته یه بحث درست حسابی با کسی نکردم!

 

بگذریم نوشتت عالی بود و خوندنش طبق معمول انگیزه بخش! ولی من هییییییچ برنامه ای ندارم. نمیدونم چی پیش میاد در آینده نمیدونم چند بار دیگه نظرمو عوض میکنم. نمیدونم آخرش چی میشه. فقط میدونم برای همین الان و همین لحظه و همین ثانیه یه چیزو میخوام اونم تجربه کردن دنیاهای جدیده و تا وقتی این ثانیه ادامه پیدا کنه منم بهش میچسبم و ازش لذت میبرم. فقط دعا میکنم این ثانیه ای که توش احساس میکنی یه هدفی داری که واسش زنده ای تا ابد ادامه پیدا کنه! هیچ حسی بهتر از هدف داشتن نیست.

this is a right now plan.I have nothing mor

 

این جمله ی استیون هاوکینگ معرکه است پسر! نه احساسیه نه شعار منطق محضه لامصب! همین که تو پستت گذاشتی

راستی این پست موقته تا آخر هفته بش میدارم. فقط همه ی اینارو باید تو کامنت میگفتم ترسیدم جا نشه.

Hör nie auf zu traümen

I am always wondering how schizophrenia sufferers may perceive the world around; I mean is it that of us to perceive reality in an utterly different way just by an imbalances of some neurotransmitters? Are we slaves of our neurotransmitters? Literally, what is reality? Is it what we perceive or what those schizophrenics take in? What is it all for? It used to bother me a lot, but now I don’t care. We are the ones who are gonna make that reality, it is our deeds that matter. It just seems to be part of the scheme. 

Mina do you remember those days you were trying your best just to get a good grade of cardiology exam to rain on your classmate's parade. Do you remember those days we could write a list of hundred goals for the new year ahead. We were alive for a purpose, when you have the goal you will do whatever is necessary and even beyond to reach it; you may fail but that struggle really delights you. In the present days these feelings have gone. It's about 3 days of thinking and I haven’t found even one aim yet, and I suppose your case is quite the same or even worse!! I don't know currently what I am living for. There should be something but what??? A revenge? A breakthrough? A save? A desire? An impossible mission? What that might be doesn't matter, it just has to be, it only should be found and I'm still in pursuit of it as you are.

 Let's track this from the beginning. You know well how good we are at incomplete projects, a master indeed but now I can’t cope with an unfinished melody. No matter what circumstances.. This one has to be done.. What is that even mean? I don't want to be the slaves of the ordinary and I'm pretty sure about you too. There is an unfinished piece in our lives and we have to go for it, plan for it and be prepared for it. Prepare to do what ordinary people cannot do and finally make it happen and there we go :) [equivocal, but I hope you can get my points]

I prefer to devote the final paragraph to a saying you know better than me:

"It is clear that we are just an advanced breed of primates on a minor planet orbiting around a very average star in the outer suburb of one among a hundred billion galaxies. But ever since the dawn of civilization people have craved for an understanding of the underlying order of the world. There ought to be something very special about the boundary conditions of the Universe. And what can be more special than that there is no boundary. And there should be no boundary to human endeavour. We are all different. However bad life may seem, there is always something you can do, and succeed at. While there’s life, there is hope.”

Hör nie auf zu traümen! Und einen guten Rutsch ins neue Jahr. 

 

And this song is a small token dedicated to you

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